The best way to figure out if you are an alcoholic or not is to meet other people who self-identify as alcoholics (or addicts more generally), and see if their stories ring true with you. It's only a problem if it's a problem for you - or for other people you care about, or for any individuals who end up suffering as a result of your drinking.
I am in no position to tell you whether you have a problem or not, but I know from experience (my own and others') that one of the reasons some people continue drinking or using drugs to excess is to escape from reality, so they can remain in denial about the mess they have caused in their own or other people's lives. This might not be you. But also, it might be you.
Maybe go and check out a few meetings and see if you learn anything that helps you to decide:
I am in no position to tell you whether you have a problem or not, but I know from experience (my own and others') that one of the reasons some people continue drinking or using drugs to excess is to escape from reality, so they can remain in denial about the mess they have caused in their own or other people's lives. This might not be you. But also, it might be you.
Maybe go and check out a few meetings and see if you learn anything that helps you to decide:
https://www.aa.org/
https://www.na.org/meetingsearch/